Robbie Williams and me.

Read on a local tabloidpapers website today that Robbie Williams has been practicing celibacy for the last 5 years. Who could have known, that he and I had something in common. Well I haven't really taken a wow or any of that sort. It's kind of a forced celibacy. I mean there has been times where I could have done the deed, but it wasn't really the right time or place.

It's not like I've sunken to a level where I would do it with anyone in passing. Haven't ever had a real one night stand. Nothing that I'm terribly embarrassed of. It's totally cool with me. I'm no stud, I'm just me.

Not saying that you have to be a stud to have one night stands.

Me, well it's been more than three years since I've had my cock up a girls pussy.

And no homosexual interaction has occurred either, luckily for me, if I ever get that desperate..

If I were you.

To be happy for what you have and not to complain about the things you don't, is a true gift.
All the small things. To enjoy them and cherish it to the littlest. I wish I could be like that. But I keep searching for something better. Always unhappy about things that shouldn't matter. I mean, my life isn't that bad, I have a lot of things to be thankful for. So why can't I appreciate that?

Hoobastank has it all nailed down in their latest single If I were you.

Strangers.

All I ever see is strangers surrounding me. Who are you people? I'm even estranged to myself. Who is this person i'm pretending to be? Or am I really pretending. Maybe this is who I am, and who i'll keep being until something happens one day. Or perhaps i'm fooling myself to keep it safe. I actually don't have any clue whatsoever.

Honestly I begin to tire of this neverending story of selfdoubt and confusion.
I have to get to the bottom of it, or fuck it all.

Someday you will be loved.

Lovesick fucker.
Me?
Not a chance.
Fuck that.
Why bother?